Drunk sex with best friend

So, the things are a little bit to complicated. My best friend is also my ex-boyfriend's best friend and as if this isn't enough, he also had a little something with my best girl friend a few years ago. (Just for the record, I broke up with my ex 10 months ago.) Usually, when we hang out with my best friend, we sleep afterward together. Nothing had never happened until yesterday. We went out and we had agreed that he was going to sleep in my house. So, we went in a bar and everything was normal. We were having a lot of fun. And here comes the alcohol. We started drinking shots the one after the other and suddenly we were dancing too close. I cannot remmember how or when but we started kissing each other and touching and we became really passionate. After a while we were in my building's elevator . He started kissing and undressing me and we had sex in the elevator. Then, we went into my appartment and continued to have sex. It was really pasionate with long kisses and bites and the things that someone do when they really like the sex. I think we had sex for about an hour or more. When we stopped he said this was wrong, he is my best friend (he was reffering to my ex boyfriend) and we agreed not to tell about it to anybody. After this I slept immediately. He slept some time later. Today when we woke up we where let's say okay. I mean we just mentioned some instances from the last night which were funny (ex. the elevator was going all the time up and donw) and joked a bit about them. Apart from this, there were 1-2 weird moments but that was all. We both acted really normal. The thing is that a keep thinking of two questions. First, is it going to affect our relationship? The first signs show that our relationship is the same but I cannot be sure. Second, I'm a bit confused. I've heard that the things that we do when we're drunk are the ones that we want in our subconscious. Does this mean that we like each other? I felt nothing erotic when I saw him this morning but still I'm thinking of the previous night all day long. And what about him? Is there any possibillity to like me? At the end, even if there are fellings we cannot proceed as there are a lot of friendships involved not only ours.
Drunk sex with best friend
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