For 16 years I have tried to find love in a cold world, what I have found were materialistic, unfaithful women, or women that have wasted my time because they don't know what they want. Women who say they want to be in a relationship but want to act like they are still single. Getting hurt over and over is wearing me down, and now with the holidays coming up I can't face another year of this. online dating was pretty much a last ditch attempt to find love. many of the ones who hurt me are still trolling these personals well I hope you are reading this and I hope you feel justified in your coldness. I have a lot of love in my heart to give, but as many of you women have told me love is not enough. I just wanted a like minded person to share my life with. but it looks like I won't find it. I for years held on to false hope that kept my sadness at bay, maybe I should give into that sadness until I have the strength to end this lonely existence. I won't be missed anyway.
I guarantee you that you will be missed. I know you are in a lot of pain, but you will be hurting many more people than you think when you are gone. Your problem is that you are in a cycle and aren't learning from the past relationships. You are drawn to the same thing, and falling for the same games each time. I know you're lonely but you need to focus on yourself. Only when you are independent and have control over your happiness and life, will you find a woman who shares those values. Trust God. Everything happens for a reason. Sending prayers your way. I highly suggest you bring these feelings up to your doctor. You may not want to be on medication but you might need it for the time being. Underlying mental illnesses are nothing to play around with. Please call the police or the suicide hotline if you are suicidal. Here's an article with a lot of helpful information and contacts who can help. livescience. com/44615-suicide-help. html
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Why don't you travel the world to find a women eh. Not all women are the same, in fact some girl probably feels the same way as you but can't find anyway either. But whatever you do stay strong... don't give up. People will miss you and you have a bigger impact on the world than you think. Keep searching... you'll find the right girl... garenteed
Don't look for it. Sounds corny as hell but look it's been 16 years looking just spend sometime on your self travel the world, climb a mountain, sing the songs you want to sing. It's better to live a life then have one never give up on your self, only you can know just how special you are.
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Come on man! Never give up on happiness. You gotta fight your way back into the light.
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