My first love of 7 years broke up with me 2 weeks ago. He said he was not happy in our relationship and that we argued too much. He says he loves me but that he does not want a relationship with me anymore. Since then I have been in absolute pieces. Even contemplated suicide. I keep calling him like 10 times a day and crying and pleading with him to not give up on us. He does not budge yet I can't concentrate on anything but him. Its been 3 hours now and I have not called him yet I feel I'm about to at any minute. Every time I do he just tells me I'm out of order and I shouldn't be calling him. He does not want to be friends and he said he is happy without me. He has been hanging out with his mates alt and drinking and I'm very jealous. I feel so needy but the thing is I am. I love him, he is my best friend and I can't make it an hour without speaking to him never mind try and get over him. It does not help that I have no friends and my mum and dad have never felt heart ache. I feel so alone and I keep turning to him! HELP!