I messed up and took him for granted?

Anonymous
There is this guy that has been trying to pursue me for some time. He is 10 years older than me. I am a med student and he is a more established guy. I will admit, when a guy that much older than me tries to pursue me, the first thing I'm looking for besides how he treats me is financial stability! And I don't think there's anything wrong with that. If im going to be making a lot of money, I expect he should too. I also will admit, I wasn't all that into him when we first started going on dates. I probably seemed like I was using him for the longest time. I kept it going because he was so sweet to me and I wanted to see where things went. He has tried so hard and I actually started liking him towards the end of everything. I messed up because i act really ungrateful when he does/buys things for me and I happen to not like it. To the point where he doesn't want to speak to me at this point anymore since it seems like I only care about material things.

I have been so devastated because I know i'm wrong for how I've been treating him this whole time. I would really like to be in a serious relationship with him and it took him ignoring me right now to realize it. I pulled up to his apartment to return the necklace he gave me and apologize a million times to him. He ended it with "we will talk soon" and I left. The last text I sent him was just me trying to get him to see my perspective of the whole gift giving since that IS one of my biggest love languages. Basically I messed up really bad by being ungrateful of the gift he gave me on valentines day and I don't really know what to do anymore because I really really like him. I feel so immature and he probably thinks I am too. What should i do!!!
I messed up and took him for granted?
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