Why can't I have a specific looking type of girl?

Anonymous
So when I was in middle school I became obsessed with this certain girl even though I don't remember conversing with her. She had this natural light blonde, curly hair (and also white-blonde brows), slim, and cute bone structure and I was captivated by the uniqueness. Time went by, I did try contacting her again but I gone too creepy and I almost edged in trouble, which I regret today. But I'm still reminded of it from time to time, it has kind of burned an obsession or preference in me. I would be okay with other girls, but once I'd do anything to ever see a girl who reminded me exactly of that unattainable one again.

Why can't I have this? What are my chances?
Why can't I have a specific looking type of girl?
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