Why am I always more annoyed that I am single and very much disliked?

Nothing so far has gone anywhere good. Just got worse. Other than annoying couples that each time I go outside or try. Always make me annoyed only with straight couples. I also annoyed about some older men that I have kept blocking with since I am not interested in them to begin with. Not sure what to do. Dating sites that I can use are only disabled dating sites. I know what I want in men but can't find it in real. Men do not approach me anymore in real life since I am on the attractive side. Never going to find a man that is going to be single. Most of them were already taken. I was already sick of waiting.
Why am I always more annoyed that I am single and very much disliked?
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