I was in a 6 year relationship. He cheated on me with his ex twice emotionally (I had to get it out of me) and then I cheated on him with three guys the year after (one just had a crush, one I sent sus pics, last one I sent straight on nudes.) I told him about the first one and he forgave me. I messed up. I was SO loyal for the first 4 years until we did long distance and he never came to visit me and we met only when I came to him. But now I'm scared of once a cheater always a cheater. Will I not want to cheat on the right guy? How do I fix myself? I feel like I just wanted attention from hot guys idkk. Also, is this a label on me now that I have to disclose with my future partners?