My overthinking taking over or is it just because im not smart?

[Anonymous]

I passed the state exam in HS (CNA) if i had a intellectual functioning wouldn't they have found it? therapist said that I'd have to be average intellegience to take and pass that test. My mom says im fine. Am I just over analyzing this? I got bad anxiety, depression and I overthink. I didn't think this till recently. I worked with intellectual adults and I don't know what it did but I quit cause I felt like I had something. Am I just overthinking this? the reason I think I am because my social skills suck bad. am I intellectually disabled cause of this? I talk to my mom, family and friends just fine its just to strangers? although I do start conversations sometimes. am I okay? lol I mean I passed the CNA exam, I must be right? Other girls that are my age and younger they are mature so talkative, live on their own.. are smart. guys stay away from me, I'm not living my life, I'm depressed and have bad anxiety which is probably where these thoughts are coming from. am I just overthinking this? did pass my CNA which is mostly common sense but I passed. no one ever suspected I was this way, am I okay? wouldn't they have caught it by now? I still live at home I pay rent, I wouldn't have a car if my mom didn't let me pay it off to her. I did an autism screening online and don't really have any of the traits so to speak. My mom really babied and still babies me cause I live at home and im the baby. I love her she's my best friend I have no issue talking with her and im so comfortable around her and joke around a lot. I'm 25 and I know I'll never find a guy or someone who wants to be with me. Sometimes at work we got alarms and th3 nurse goes in, my reaction time is kinda slow but maybe cause im new to this? I've had past CNA experiences in other facilities. The nurses are my supervisors but I feel some can be bossy but I don't say much cause I figure I'm being too sensitive. But I wouldn't ever let someone push me around. Am I taking things to seriously?

[Chill_Thoughts]

I do think that you might be overthinking it. From what I gather your problems aren't intellectual, at the very most you might have some minor dyslexia but I wouldn't say so. You just struggle with human interaction and socialising. And you seem to be really really full of anxiety because of it.
My suggestion is that you try to meet some peoples on the Internet, most will suck, but it's the Internet, it'll be easier for you to meet and talk with strangers and maybe make some friends! We'll go from there and don't worry about finding a man, you have time and there's definitely someone for you