Help! How do I bring myself to write my BA thesis?

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I'm in the last semester of my university course. At the end of last year I began feeling like it isn't necessarily what I want to do in my life, but I've gone so far that I really want to at least finish and get this over with, then maybe look for something else (also I got a pretty nice scholarship for my grades and achievements so that's another thing that convinced me to stay lol)

Here's the catch - at my university, students of my major (dental technology, if it's important in any way) have to DRAW a thesis topic (along with assigned supervisor), which is f*cking stupid in the first place, but I got the worst possible subject for me. Not only is it niche and really hard to find even bits of information on it (there's maybe two textbooks that are actually helpful and they're only in a language that I don't speak, google translate can't handle specialist terminology either), the practical part requires me to work mostly with a material that I famously suck at managing and my thesis supervisor doesn't give a damn about me, we only met once in November (which I kinda get, she's a big fish in this field, and pretty busy, but still...)

According to the rules, I cannot change the subject, the supervisor, literally anything. At this point I haven't started the theoretical part at all, I'm almost done with the practical (it looks like crap, but it's the best I can do with what I got) and writing that sh*t is literally the last thing I want to do, I just can't bring myself to. I'm also super tired and burnt out, since with the amount of classes and work in this last year I can barely find time to get enough sleep and eat something during the day. I get more and more devastated by each passing week...

With that being said, do you have any tips on how to get even an iota of motivation? I'm at a loss and I really want to get this over with, but I just CAN'T bring myself to do it:(

Help! How do I bring myself to write my BA thesis?
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