I am sad because no one from my past cares about me and I don’t have any cousins that I could talk to either am I just meant to be alone?

There’s only one person that I talk to from my past and consider a true friend. But everyone else that was my childhood or highschool friend doesn’t care about me even if I’ve reached out to them it makes me sad :( everyone else has all their own friends and sisters so they don’t about me. My parents have problems with my uncles too and we’re completely cut off from the family so it’s like I have no family either. I also wish that I was normal and wasn’t so shy I wonder what I did so wrong because I feel like I’m meant to be alone? I never have any bad intentions. All I have is that girl and my boyfriend and I only see her once a year no one else even texts me or asks me how i am. There was this girl that I wrote 200 notecards to help her with English but she doesn’t care about me she has her own friends and the same thing happened with my childhood best friend that knew me before i was born she has her own friends and doesn’t care about me. Everyone leaves me on read too :(

I am sad because no one from my past cares about me and I don’t have any cousins that I could talk to either am I just meant to be alone?
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