I’ll be honest. I hate the way I look. Always have.. I dream about cosmetic surgery and being beautiful. Having experiences with dating, getting married
What makes it hard is that my mom is really pretty. I have my dads entire face. I didn’t have a great relationship with my mom. I feel like she didn’t think I was pretty
Im afraid to have a child. I don’t want it to be unattractive or anything like me… but I also think I would be jealous of it. I just don’t think I would be a good parent
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It's emotional, your training from your mom was messed up, your self image is flawed. In essence
The personal choice is riding ontop of the shame, fear, etc.. Readup on the sub conscious mind and you should understand.
The solution to this is to resolve those emotions, hurts, childhood interpretations, so you are free to live, love, and grow. Re-training yourself. You have 10-15 years to get that done, or just go for it and figure the rest out.
Sounds like it a psychological problem, self-hatred does not consider to be a healthy thing.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-hatred
Could be both