So, I look underage. Some people think I'm 14, and others think I'm 16, but in reality, I'm 19. It's challenging to find men who are into me because I look so young. I receive a lot of attention from older men, specifically those in their 30s and 40s. One time, I was at a club, and a man approached me, saying, "You look like you're not old enough to be here." I responded, "I'm definitely 19," but he continued to hit on me despite being around 40 years old with gray hair. However, I desire to meet guys my own age. Unfortunately, it seems that men my age are more interested in women who appear older. Moreover, my past experiences with guys my age have been negative, as they have been controlling, manipulative, and jealous.
I maintain a good skincare routine, which contributes to my youthful appearance, and I hope to age gracefully when I reach my 30s. However, my main desire is to be liked by men my age.