I regret rejecting him.. should I text him?

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Long story short I was super shy last year and this guy liked me. He was super nice and texted good morning and good night and everything. He told me he liked me over text and I didn't really give a response back so it was kinda awkward. He said sorry for making things awkward and that he was high when he sent that lol. I said it was okay and everything was fine after that. Then he asked me to the movies and at first I said yes but then I got freaked out bc I thought it was gonna be just us (turns out he invited other people...). So I sent him this big ol paragraph rejecting him ahahaha. I'm embarrassing. I obviously don't have any experience with boys or boys actually liking me.. He moved away at the beginning of the summer which I was happy about bc I didn't have to face the embarrassment. Then he moved back for some reason and I see him in the halls and at lunch. I can't help but look at him when I see him, and I get frustrated when he doesn't see me which is stupid hahaaa. I think I’m really starting to like him again. I told my friend about everything and she said I kept smiling when I said his name.. He still likes all of my instagram pictures too. Aghh I don't know what to do. I wish I didn't screw everything up hah. Should I text him or have I humiliated myself enough?
I regret rejecting him.. should I text him?
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