I TOUCHED HIS DICK. WHAT DO I DO?

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Okay. So, honestly, it SHOULDN'T be that big of a deal and I kinda think I accidentally made the title a little too clickbait-ey. But ANYWAYS.

Okay, so that same guy I've been posting about (my crush) and I have this "thing" going on where we like jab each other on the sides bc we're like both super ticklish and we just like jab each other whenever we feel like it and a mini battle happens i guess (btw we've been doing the jabby thing for 3 years and it's just our little "thing"). So today at lunch, he came up behind my back while I was eating, and then but his chin on my shoulder and I got scared so I almost screamed and then he just laughed and then jabbed me on the side again. So I jabbed him back, but his arm was in the way, so I missed his side and tried to jab him again dodging his arm and when I jabbed, I accidentally touched his dick (lol it was kinda really small). He looked shook and he like had the O_O face and then he looked at me and then he started bursting out laughing and said, "YOU TOUCHED MY DICK!" and I frantically said, "SORRY, I- I didn't mean to..." and he was like "i was sexually abused" (btw this might be kinda insensitive, but between me and him, we always say "rAPe" or "aBUsE" whenever we jab each other and its just a joke) and I'm like "stopp" and gave him a ~playful nudge~ and he just smiled and said again "you sexually abused me" and for like the rest of the day, at any chance he could, "he said, "you touched my dick" or "you sexually abused me" and after a while it got kinda annoying but I don't really know what to do anymore, I feel like he passed it off as a joke but keeps reminding me about it. On the other hand, I feel really awkward (additional to the awkwardness I already have) and he continues to jab me and I kinda reluctantly, carefully jabbed him and he looked a little disappointed. What do I do from this point? How do I not be awkward when like he keeps reminding me that I touched his dick.
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Okay, first of all, let's name my crush, his fake name is "John"
here's the thing.
Of course, in the lunch room, other people heard him say, "you touched my dick" and my friend who always ships me and him together says, "Ooh, John, you sure you didn't want her to touch your dick?" and he was just like "no". and then he continued with his "you touched my dick" thing.

So, I'm not sure if I should um jab his dick again.
I TOUCHED HIS DICK. WHAT DO I DO?
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