For about 4 months or so I’ve had feelings for my best friend. He knows now, and I’m mostly over it. We can’t really date because he’s close friends with my ex. We’ve always been really physical, and would even make out with each other every time we were alone. We stopped because we didn’t want either of us to get hurt. However, we’ve only found loopholes to that and ways around it, and we get just as close. We’ve always had a running joke that one day we’d have sex, and it’s bound to happen. Recently, it was very late at night and we were on a FaceTime call, and he asks me if I wanted to see his dick. Stunned, I said yes, and he showed me. After, I told him that I would come over sometime and give him a blowjob, even though I’ve never done it before and would probably suck at it. Should we be doing this? What does he think of me? And, any potential blowjob tips haha?
My best friend and I have joked about sleeping with one another for a while, and yesterday he showed me his dick on a FaceTime call. What should I do?
