Why do I want a girl to love me so bad?

[mattclark242]

hi why do I want a girl to love me so bad? I was with a girl and she had a baby and it was not mine. I do not want a baby but I wanted it so I have a connection to her. he dad said it was not mine and I do not think he lie about it. she was not good looking and she took my money a lot. she also saw a lot of other guys and gave me something. But I just want someone to love me so bad that I let it happen. is this bad? why do I want love from girls that do not want me? also I lie to her 2 times about giveing her money and comeing to see her.

[btbc92]

Because when you was young, you didn't have that same love in return from your own parents and kin. I'm now finding this out. My suggestion to you is therapy in professional counseling. Seek God in all things and asking for help. Seek deliverance.

[btbc92]

You decide how long you want to live in sin. Nobody can give you a true love like that except from the father above. Can't expect a woman to give you something that she herself does not have for her stuff together. If you are not whole other person with you or not, how can we expect another person to be whole and be able to give you the same thing. You wouldn't even know what love is because of a whole person gave you that then you just take advantage of it the same way this girl has taken advantage of you. You took advantage of her. She took advantage of you because you are a man you had something, and she wanted those men because they had something that she was truly desired. You don't want a child but yet she had a child with someone else. She gave you an STD, yet you didn't think about waiting for marriage to have sex either. You don't want a kid but yet you chose to have sex. And with you have sex you should know you you risk getting someone pregnant with your child. You like the same responsibility and accountability sheet us. You will both basically one in the same. She just got different motives than you. When are you going to be honest with yourself?