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Why am I never good enough?

"No one will approach you if your sister, friends or attractive chick's are around. you are low value and guys who only want sex will only want you. because they think think are easy. because you are big" I'll never find anyone. I'm never approached, I never will be. it's like I'm never good enough, beauty isn't subjective. like I am not stupid. I know no guy would choose me over them or someone actually attractive. got told to stand away from them cause they are a distraction then maybe someone would come up to me. why's it so hard to find someone who finds me attractive over them? beauty isn't subjective. Oh well, I'm never good enough anyways. I've never had a man genuinely interested in me. even my ex stared at them and looked like he wanted them so. I also know a model and every man wants her. To the person who told me this, thank you. I'm glad to know the truth. I've posted our photo on here and guys made it seem like I was crazy to think someone would like me. They ALL chose her. I think it was 15 guys. I got bullied by one man on here telling me that no one will ever want me because she's around and so pretty. I thought some men loved bigger women because it was their preference?
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People always say "preferences" but when it comes to bigger women it's always "no one wants that" or the only time someone wants us is someone fetishizing us. Don't men just prefer bigger women without all that weird stuff? I've been called low value, and that the only kinds of men would want me are the desperate ones. But I've seen on KIK or other social forums of men liking bigger women? Is it a lie?
Why am I never good enough?
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