Why do I still have feelings for her after all this?

Starrr01
I work with a girl. she's stuttered while we talked. We had holiday shirts and she was like “look at you looking all festive. she gave me bag from the job. She asked what was wrong when I wasn’t talking and said I could tell her. I’d call my boyfriend at work. Once I told her I called him because I had no one to talk to and I wanted to talk to him. She stared. She kept calling me out. She told my manager that she saw me on my phone. I see her on hers. But I’ve stopped. I was talking with another coworker and the next day she was like “oh is that what y’all were talking about?” When we were leaving work I called my boyfriend and she told me to hang up because I couldn’t call until we were outside leaving.
The store was closed.
She told the managers that I got on the phone after closing and they took my side. We always make eye contact. She asked another coworker how her and her boyfriend met but not me. she's asked how I was twice. She’ll come up next to me super close. I was talking to my other manager for a while and she kept lingering. She showed my manager a pic of a large bunny and she was like “it’s the size of courtney” (my name) and laughed. She then came over and touched my arm laughing and was like “that sounded bad” and she shows me the picture and I asked if it was edible and she was like “I know where your minds at”. she told me bye later. She waits until we’re alone to talk to me. She said it was nice seeing me without my mask. Some girls called me pretty and she was like “that was cute” and teased me. Last week we ran into each other and our palms touched for seconds but she kinda moved hers. I was talking about my career and she said she couldn’t wait to turn on the tv and see me and say “I know her”. Today I said it was my fault why the stores sales were down and she was like “yeah you should’ve made 10 purchases yourself”. She made the schedule for the first time and only scheduled me one day next week which is wtf. Why doesn’t she like me?
Why do I still have feelings for her after all this?
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