I am so into this girl. I want her so bad. (friends would be better than nothing) do you think It could work?

I met this girl at a gymnastics gym she worked there. I went once or twice a week for a drop in which lasted from 8-10 pm. I always thought she was really cute and after a few months I started talking to her a bit more. I found out right away she had a boyfriend, which disappointed me but I thought that's okay ill be her friend.. a few weeks went by and I added her on Facebook. I really wanted to tell her how I felt but was too shy because I knew she had a boyfriend and I didn't want to just say it to her. I noticed she had an honesty box so I anonymously said "so cute." 2 days later were talking on Facebook chat for about 30 min and she asks me if it was me. I said no because I didn't want her to get mad. She kept bugging me and finally I said yes. Anyways we starting talking and texting each other like all day long and she said the boyfriend didn't talk about some things with her cause he thinks she should be over them.. so I figure why not be a good friend and be there for her. And at this point I didn't flirt with her cause whenever I did she got offended. couple more weeks passed of talking all day long whenever she wasn't with her boyfriend we were talking and me being a lonely guy got attached. I told her this and she would always say I don't know what to say I just really like talking to you... then other times she would say I'm really cute or she wishes she was single, or her boyfriend is so controlling she feels so good with me... then in this last week I have been upset and having mood swings... sometimes I like talking to her even though I can't have her I just have to talk to her! and other times I would get really really upset and talk to her about my feelings and I or her would say we have to stop talking. But then one of us would say like 2 hours later I'm so sorry I can't stand the thought of not talking to you! we both admitted that we were basically best friends but the difference between her and me was... she had a boyfriend to go home to and I am completely lonely... we hung out 2 times this week and and its hard for me to be so close to her without being able to kiss her. She lets me hug her and massage her shoulders and she leans her head on my shoulder as she's talking to me... but doesn't let me hold her hand and I never tried to kiss her even though it was pretty much all I could think about... Today I got upset and instead of talking about my feelings I completely told her off and chewed her out for leading me on and she agrees and says she's so sorry but still can't stand the thought of losing me as a friend... which made me even angrier cause being friends with her is just hurting me a lot and I feel like I can't do it anymore! I'm still going to go to the gym and I will see her but... what do I do? should I talk to her? or am I a complete idiot for letting myself fall for her in the first place? I still really like her and I also feel so empty not talking to her... wow I could say a lot more but 3000 char is done... please reply! :
I am so into this girl. I want her so bad. (friends would be better than nothing) do you think It could work?
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