As a black girl is it bad I'm jealous I'm not white since Asian guys prefer white girls?

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I am black but not African American. I am attracted to Asian guys , university I got to I have noticed majority of Asian guys date or are already in a relationship with a white girl if not white girl then Asian girl!!! Sometimes it hurts since it's hard to find a bfam couple and I lose hope. I met a guy who's from Taiwan I liked him but he told me he is not attracted to me. I feel down and emotionally hurt if is this all in my mind Asian guys like only white girl or Asian girl.. Or is there something wrong with me?
As a black girl is it bad I'm jealous I'm not white since Asian guys prefer white girls?
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