How do I deal wth the aftermath? I deal with lustful thoughts and now I am getting whats due me?

Anonymous

I am a woman who has been caught by a flirtatious man at work. He used flirting to woo me baaically. I knew all along he had nothing to offer seriously (even despite his flimsy front that he is a serious marriage minded man). But it must have been the sexual understones in the flirting that snared my silly weak heart into being attched to this joke of a person.

Now, women at work are secretly hating me. Some are the ones he has flirted with. They dont greet me, they look dusgusted if i speak, hints like that tip me off that i am hated by women.

Men also since seeing me flirt with this guy at work, they suddenly feel free to disrespect me, sexually hit on me, mentally abuse me all at the same time. Its no surprise abuse goes hand in hand with the intent of fornication or the thought of it.

Therefore i can take responsibility that due to my lust in my heart which i failed miserably to bridle, i am now seen as some promiscuous slut who belongs to every man who wants a piece. And women hate me.

I don't have sex before marriage, by the way.

But how can I be mad at others only? I must hate myself and my stupid heart. If i wasn't fantacizing about sex, would i have ever entertained the flirting of this womanizer? Would it ever have gotten this far? I doubt it.
How do I deal wth the aftermath? I deal with lustful thoughts and now I am getting whats due me?
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