I don't know should I text him or not?

[Anonymous]

Me and my guy best friend for 8 years we were talking nearly everyday , he moved to another country after a year we talked but we continued being best friends. I had some feelings towards him, i gave him some hints not clear hints but still hints, he also was sending me mixed signals. i told myself that i had to move on and i met a guy and we got engaged, i told him about this guy he sent me a text saying congrats and blah blah and he continued talking to me for 8 months after that but he suddenly stopped.

I had covid and i was suffering he didn't know but i didn't send him any messages for a month and after i recovered i found no messages from him. This happened from 10 months ago. He didn't text me and i didn't text him.

But i feel that i miss him. But i am afraid to talk to him. I check his Twitter account he doesn't know that and i found him tweeting about someone that he miss and he is broken , and that if you take things for granted the things u granted get taken. i think it's about me and that he might loves me so i shouldn't text him , i ask myself that if it was about me why he didn't told me that before. then i say it's not about you so u can talk to him bc u are just a friend to him and ask him why he stopped talking to you but i am afraid he doesn't want me in his life anymore

[whosnumber1]

this is pretty simple... don't text him. call him and use your own voice to speak to him through his ear. then the sound waves will leave your mouth and go through his ear to his eardrum and he will hear you and the sound of your voice.

texting is a shit way of communicating your feelings especially if it's to someone you've known for 8 years.

[boggboss]

Wait why are u engaged whilst still wanting to be with this guy do u not see how that's cheating

[Asker]

With him what? No i said i miss him bc he used to be my best friend and i don't know why he stopped talking to me , i don't want us to be more than friends plus my fiance cheated on me and i am going to dumb him.

[boggboss]

So your partner cheated on you and u are focused on another man that u use to crush on and clearly still have feeling for

[In_Trance]

What's your endgame here?