Should I tell him. Am I a horrible person?

Anonymous
My boyfriend and I have been on & off for a year. Its long & complicated but 3 months ago we mutually decided to become friends with benefits.. obviously things got messy & we fought & he ended up going 1 month no contact... I was devaste but o thought we we were done for sure at this point. During this time I met a friend & we connected on a spiritual level, got along well & he gave me a lot of advice in relationshipsin general.. we hung out a few times. One night after a long session of venting we ended up making out... before things got any further we stopped. And agreed we just got carried away... I ended up getting back with my ex like a week later but I still kept talking to this guy because we genuinely had a lot in common... and I just felt really emotionally connected. Anyways... he expressed that he felt we clicked really well but that we should stop talk talking because i am back with boyfriend. He started to make me feel guilty about still talking to him, so I reluctantly agreed to stop & that he was right.. I didn't feel bad before but after that conversation I started to feeling like I was sort of emotionally cheating...& being a horrible person & super guilty. What should I do.
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