Ego.. pride.. "attitude." That thing that we're always told to keep in check.
I don't know how.. I don't know why.. but I lost mine. I'm 25 if that makes a difference.
It pushed me to ignore my inhibitions and do what I felt was right.. say what I thought needed to be said.. go after what I wanted.. even be a little insolent if I thought it was justified.
And now it's gone. I miss it. I feel like shit without it. I feel like a loser. I feel like just another sheep.
How do I get it back?
