When i started dating my boyfriend newly, he always give me early morning calls to check up on me do sweet things , even before i wake up, we can talk like 8 times a day, but now i do the calling, its like i literally beg for his time, he kind of put his friends before me, and when i call sometimes he picks, while we are talikng, when he gets a he will be like i will have to call you back, and thats the end unless i call back, when he travelled for like 2 months we spoke like 5 times, he is always busy i am not sure he cares about how i feel, i feel so disrespected and used and like i beg for his time and attention.
Whenever we talk on phone he talks to his friends at the background too, he doesn't even get to say excuse sometimes, and when i complain about that he be like you can't have things your own way all the time that i should understand that conversation can come in at anytime, he is not even willing to change.
We had issues one time and he said something like now he sees why men prefer to do hookup gals which is just transnational than dating, i was hurt buh he didn't care about my feelings,
I then confronted to know he said that and he was like he got into a conversation with his friend and his friend said he prefer hookup girls than dating cos dating is going to be more of headache. I guess my boyfriend changed cos he been listening to his friends
His friend told him saw me with a guy at the eatry, and i didn't greet him, and my boyfriend asked and i was like he escorted me to the hospital and nothing more, then i got pissed at his friend telling him that, cos it wasn't necessary
Guess what my boyfriend said its an insult to his friend that i shouldn't get him angry and believes his friends more and put them before me
I wonder if he still loves me or i am just a sex object cos that's only what i get from him sex,
Sometime when i need his financial help he be like ok and never give me and never ask if i had sort my way.
