So I am in the process of getting Divorced (long story - threats, likely narcissist, etc, will spare you the details!)
And I honestly see myself as a young, capable, pretty, friendly person (from what I've been told). My dad is a little famous and my family and I are not poor.. almost upper class in this country. So I mostly Believe in myself.
But.. rarely does any guy talk to me. Most the guys I know/have met are from my Christian church. Perhaps at church we talk, but most of them are very quiet / ignorant on Whatsapp. I actually find it very rude. I am a social person, likely an extrovert, so I am naturally Outgoing.. and it hurts deeply when my friendliness is shut down.
Another element might be my relationship with my family - especially my dad and brother. I see my dad as distant and bit rude (often feel as if I don't really have a dad, he's always working). And my brother is the favourite, so that puts a spanner in the works. I also feel he is quite arrogent.
So right now I am trying not to Hate men.. I don't want to have a bad Attitude towards half the population. But so far I have only been heavily disappointed by all of them.
I can live with being single forever, maybe adopting one day.. but this contempt for the opposite sex is growing day by day. Please help!
