So me and a guy have known each other and been friends since 6th grade and have always been attracted to each other, (he looks at me when he thinks I’m not looking and looks away quickly when I see him. Every time I talk to another guy he intervenes with the conversation, walks away and watches me until me and the other guy is finished talking, maybe he was jealous but I’m not sure. He’s like hot and cold sometimes, he replies to my messages quickly but doesn’t really initiates conversation that much and other days he just completely ignores me) but haven’t really gotten physical until 10th grade. I sit on his lap and we like to caress each other, do schoolwork together, and flirt. I asked him to go to the movies and a restaurant before he moves away and he agreed and wants to have sex afterwards. This will be my first time “doing it” and I think it will be his first time too, hopefully. He always respects me and my boundaries and thats one thing that I adore/admire about him. When sex comes into the conversation he always says “if you let me” and never forces anything he’s been wanting to have sex with me for a long time and I would like to with him also, but mostly him. We are going to be juniors next year and I mentioned he his moving, he’s staying the summer until he moves and I’m really scared that when he moves he’ll forget about me and find/talk to other girls even after we had sex. I’m not sure if he is catching feelings too, or is just using me until he gets what he wants and it’s confusing me.
Please help, and thanks.
Thanks again!
