Recently I did something very dumb. My younger self would of never done it and I am questioning why I done it when I am older? Anyway, my crush asked me to play a game with him. I hesitated because I was not good at those games. I installed it anyway, and he taught me the basics. He played afew matches in the game with me, and continued to do so for 2-4 weeks.
After awhile he stopped playing it with me and I said in a passive-aggressive way that he invited me to play this game and not want to play it with me. He reluctantly played it with me, but I could tell he didn't want to play because the play time was getting shorter and shorter (3 hours turned into 1.5 hours).
I eventually confronted him about it, and he said in a passive way I could play with other people. I had played this game for almost 100 hours because I wanted to get VERY GOOD at the game - just for him so he can play it with me.
I found out today that he actually doesn't want to play it with me because I am bad at the game, and he would rather not play it with me anymore.
I am kind of tempted to get really good at the game (because a lot of my other friends play that kind of game) just to spite him! But at the same time I am so defended. I pretty much said as a last message "Thanks for the fun games" and he hasn't responded.
I am pretty much done with my feelings for him, if he cannot and won't play with me, but instead belittle me through the whole thing (Yes he teased me in a very mean way that I sucked at the game). He isn't the right person for me. I have been crying for 30 minutes, I hate being rejected because of my skill.
I wanted to know if anyone else has had a similar experience, of doing dumb stuff for people so they can spend time with you?
I have learn my lesson!
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