I've known this g since elementary and 3 years ago he sends me a message, we connect and have fun talking to each. We ended up meeting up after a month and hooking up. After, I stopped talking to him because my baby daddy still wanted to work things out with me and I was afraid this guy was not even serious about me because i have kids. I let him go although I didn't want to and went back with my abusive ex. He called me twice during a 3 year period and long story short I told him I never gave him a chance for that reason and he told me that I never gave him a chance to prove it. The last time he called me we had the best conversation and he even said he thought he was falling in love with me. Once again I was afraid of letting him in so I told him I couldn't be with him and he even asked me once again why I could not let myself be loved? That broke me, but I still walked away. He called me and I would never answer. Few months forward and I had a mental breakdown and called him. I finally let him know how I really felt about him and then when we were going to hang up he asked are you sure ur going to call me back and I said yes... you could hear the worry in his voice. I never did! Forward a few months later and here I am wondering why he hasn't called me and if I scared him off because I told him how I felt or because he got tired of waiting. I finally reached out to him and I told him casually that I was sorry, but that I was going through things. He was very nice about the whole situation, asked me right away if I wanted to hang out in the evening and I said I couldn't because I genuinely couldn't. We talked all day through text and also the next day he commented on my social media story and he started a conversation that lasted all day. We said our good nights and I haven't heard from him since. It's been 3 days. What can I say to let him know like hey I'm ready to try this if he is too without coming on desperate or is it too late for me?
He seems less interested after trying svral times b4, but I wasn't ready. I text him to apologize and he was nice, but haven't heard from him in days?
