Honestly, I’m not looking for all the judgmental comments there isn’t enough hours in one day to write the full story here… but I’m in the middle of a 10 year affair. We work together, it was platonic for years, we was forced to work very closely, and built up a unique bond. Then Covid hit, we were told to work from home and I think that’s the point we relised we missed each other. Again it was just as friends, so we began to meet up here and there, and slowly, very slowly attraction and feelings began to creep in. Last year (2023) the game changed massively. We began cuddleing, holding hands and showing affection. Kissing became normal, and we would kiss each other goodbye as if we were a couple. We had sex twice last year, which given the opportunities we had for it to happen more this was minimal. Fast forward today, and I feel completely in love. I have opened up and told him everyday, I said I love him, and that I love my husband but I’m at a loss of what to do; how to go on. I said I have thought of leaving him as it’s not right for me to keep him in a relationship where I’m unsure of my own feelings. But he shuts down, and point blank refuses to tell me how he feels. I have asked if he loves me, but he refuses to say he does and refuses to say he doesn’t. He won’t say he feels anything but then doesn’t say he doesn’t. Now I’m confused: what does it all mean, I know he loves his wife he’s always told me that, and he’s a brilliant father. I’m not asking to run away; but I just needed to know what all this meant. I have cried to him, and begged him to tell me how he feels but he just won’t. I have said even if it’s not what I want to hear please just say it, so I can register it. My mind is in turmoil and I can’t understand why he won’t admit anything to me.
Your giving him non committal sex. Why would he screw that up by telling you your nothing but a convenient booth call?
This scenario is repeated time and again in affairs. The man doesn't love you. You developed feelings. He is just dropping his load and going to the gym.
He is playing the same lame script all affair partners do. Even if you enter a relationship, he will never trust you and will likely just cheat on you.
If they are willing to cheat WITH you, they will eventually cheat ON you.
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Of course you don't want to hear any judgments. Who does? But what you have done is horrible and you should be ashamed of yourself. If you don't feel shame, then your character flaw is even worse.
You don't love two people at the same time, because love isn't just what your partner does for you and how they make you feel. Love is wanting to be with our partner exclusively for the rest of your life. "I love you so much I want to offer ou half of me" just doesn't make the grade.
You’re having an affair what do you expect? Whine more and beg more and you’ll create a karma for your actions with your own mouth.
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These situations are never black/ white , nor is love , I believe in summary you have answered all yourself , things just need to carry on as they are , what is the point with regard to who loves who? Everyone , loves in some way , its not simple , same for yourself.
Just lets things continue to enhance , dont put your lover under pressure , just enjoy the best of both worlds , but lets not destroy things with " does he love me back " , he does , and its in his own way. You are both married , no one is at fault , no judgement on either side.
he does not love you. He is afraid his wife will kick him out and he will have to move back with his parents.
Maybe he's not sure how he feels about it. All I can say is do the best you can
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So what are u asking for here or looking for
Probably should end it
Your poor husband.
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