Do you ever freak out about stuff you did in the past?

[Your_boss960]

And I posted this in health and fitness because im talking about mental health :p

I really need to change my name! Why did I have to be so stupid when I was 13.😭😭😭 ;_;

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Yes. Why?

No. Why?

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Not on here... My name in real life

[rachelbrrtt]

I am EXTREMELY awkward when it comes to talking to guys I like and it gets worse when I'm alone with them. So yes... All the time.

Long story short I still cringe and want to hide when I think of the time a guy went in for a kiss and I didn't notice and 'bear hugged' him instead... There are more, but that's one that happened recently

[Your_boss960]

I know how you feel 😭

[rachelbrrtt]

You're only 14. You still have a few years to become less awkward.

Did I mention that would have been my first kiss? Yeah... Only slightly embarrassing...

[UberTroll]

I used to but not any more. I've come to accept that every part of my past is a part of what I am today. And I rather like who I am today so I'm glad everything has happened the way it has =)

[Longblackveil]

Yes definitely. And your only 14, wait until your 17 or so, that's when you start doing the REALLY stupid stuff

I guess it's a feeling that most people have when you think of something stupid you did and you feel embarrassed all over again, or maybe for the first time you realize how embarrassing it should have been

[James687]

i had plenty of old videos of me on YouTube back in 2009 (6 years ago) and i deleted all of them instead of putting them to private.

i'm a dumb cunt

[SarahP]

Although I respect your opinion, do you really have to use the word "cunt"?

[Your_boss960]

This is exactly what I'm freaking out about! I have a lot of videos on Instagram and UGHH!!

Oh well.. I Guess I should delete them too

[James687]

You didn't have to use it either

yes i did by the way

[James687]

save them before deleting them, you will regret it in the future

[Your_boss960]

Thanks for telling me that

[lifes_curve_ball]

I don't freak out about it (generally don't freak out about anything anyways) but I do regret things that I've done and said.

What does your name have to do with when you were 13 though? If you want your name changed talk to your parents to see if they'll do a legal name change for you, if they agree of course.

[hypno-trip]

I do that all the time. One time I told a girl I liked her over e-mail. She avoided me for next few weeks and I grew mental. I did so many stupid stuff to get back at here. Everytime I think back to it I want to hit myself.

There's so many stupid things I did or said that I hate myself for years and years later. It's hard but I’m learning to just let it be.

I can't keep living like this always hating myself over the past, eventually I learned/learning to just let it be.

[Your_boss960]

You should see a therapist for your problems.. You sound really upset

[hypno-trip]

no I'm getting a handle on it because I have grown up some

[SarahP]

I used to freak out about stuff I'd done in the past, all the time. Then I grew up and realized there isn't a damn thing I can do to change it, so why let it continue to bother me.

[Your_boss960]

I hope I learn that soon

And I hope I stop caring

[hypno-trip]

i know that is way to think about it but sometimes it still causes me to freak out. it's psychology

[SarahP]

@hypno-trip... I totally understand that. I was past the age of 30 before I really started to let things I'd done, go.

[einAmerikaner]

What else would I think about when trying to sleep?

[Your_boss960]

Umm... What you are going to do tommorrow?

[einAmerikaner]

School?

[Klaatu51]

yes, that i was fat during my teens... i was really stupid.

[Your_boss960]

It's okay.. Now you are skinny and that's all that matters

[EtherBot]

That was the most shallow thing I have ever read in my life

[Your_boss960]

@etherbot
Oh well.

[Claair]

Every time. And If it's really embarassing I always end up hitting my stomach just to feel the pain of stupidity because I'm crazy.

[heywhynot23]

Nothing you can do about it now that its done. You don't have to think about it.

[Your_boss960]

I know ;(

[Jamin_Beast]

indeed... I have screwed up a lot of stuff in my time

[SomeoneImportant]

I don't really freak out, I just get this embarrassing feeling of "Why the fuck did I say/do that?"

[Your_boss960]

That's kind of like a calm way of freaking out

[SomeoneImportant]

I guess so.

[kartik1111]

Yes, i'm 14 but i've done many wrong things... i regret now... i've done everything from Drugs to small crimes and now i'm suffering... and i can't get rid of my addiction...

[chocolateismylover]

Now that I'm older , I'm just embarassed of how I used to act.

I'm sure people would have already forgotten what you did.

[Levi9incher]

yes, sometimes all i think about is the stupid things i have done.

[Your_boss960]

Thats just life.. It's ok.

Just hope nobody remembers

[WitchKing]

You mean when i got my gf pregnant. I freak out about it al the time. On the inside though.

[Your_boss960]

It's okay. I cry on the inside all the time

I hope it all worked out for you :S

You are so young.

[legalboxers]

life haunts me a lot, especially in my late 30s. I did nothing bad, I did too much and have been to nice. thats my issue

[2014raser]

You mean your username? Why? I don't see anything wrong with it.

[Your_boss960]

Not on here, my name in real life

[2014raser]

Oh, what is it? If you don't mind me asking.

[Your_boss960]

Fatima. I don't expect you pronounce it right.

Just know that it's not "fat-Ima" because I'm not even fat

[2014raser]

lol Okay, how do you pronounce it then?

[Your_boss960]

Like this: فاطمة

I don't expect you to know how to say that lol

It's just so hard for people to understand. I can't explain it to you but I would if I knew you in real life

[2014raser]

All right, fair enough I guess. lol

[DatGuyEdd]

how do you mean beacuse sometimes when im daydreaming I think of some really embarrsing things I've Done in my pass and have a 10 min cringe breakdown :/

[Rahdle]

Deffinately. Why do you ask?

[Your_boss960]

Because I feel depressed

[Rahdle]

About what? Or would you rather not say?

[Your_boss960]

Because I just said a lot of dumb things when I was 13 and I've changed but I'm scared because people probably remember

[Rahdle]

Everybody has done an extremely regrettable thing when they were 13. Your not alone. Everything will be okay

[apexalpha]

losing something valuable

[Your_boss960]

Like what?

[apexalpha]

friends you lose contact with

[Your_boss960]

You should give your freinds your number...

[apexalpha]

lol, if only life was that simple

[Your_boss960]

It is

[COCOCHANEL]

not really

[been_waiting]

Constantly...

[Your_boss960]

Judging by the poll.. Almost everyone freaks out