is socially eating a disorder?

I personally feel I don't have an eating disorder but I'd like to know if socially eating is a disorder? I only eat when other people are around. when I'm alone and I get hungry I always just talk myself out of eating or I take a nap. the one time recently I gave into eating alone I felt so sick and EXTREMELY disgusting inside. I have never thrown up my food before but when I eat if no ones around I'll constantly gag Nd It's really just not a good feeling. I don't understand why I'm like this or how to cHange? I also don't understand when I'm with someone else an I eat I dnt feel guilty or sick or anything. Why do I feel this way about eating? How can I change to normal eating?
is socially eating a disorder?
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