If I die will I be able to be happy again?

[Anonymous]

The world hates me no matter what I do. Other people have life handed to them on a platter, even though they are horrible people. They hate me for existing, so maybe I should die. Then they would be happy, and I would be happy. Everybody wins.

I dont want to die I just want to be happy again. Be loved. I miss happiness.

[immjusttmee]

This makes me sad :( i think there's always someone who loves someone. Maybe you think nobody likes you but perhaps maybe you're the very reason why someone is happy. I think someonenloves you and cares for you and leaving this world would be like giving up on something you don't see yet. I had suicidal thoughts a few years ago and if I've given up, i wouldn't have found out how much I'm loved and how much i could achieve. I know sometimes it feels like the world is turning against you, but the truth is that the biggest enemies we have is ourselves. We lead ourselves into thinking that we're very small compared to the big picture but the truth is that you're wonderful and a unique individual who's bigger than the picture itself. Son you need to look yourself in the mirror and have an honest conversation with yourself. Then, you need to tell yourself that you love yourself, that you are lived, and hangouts too courageous and too important to give up on yourself. You need to tell that to yourself until you realize that you're loved. And most importantly, you're loved by the creator of this whole universe whose love is bigger than the world itself. So that tells you just how much you're loved no matter where you are at life :)

[immjusttmee]

Sorry for the writing. Its tough to type on my phone and sometimes the words change. But i hope you get the message

[immjusttmee]

Thanks for MHO :)

[stromae12]

I may not know you but I do know that everyone matters. You matter. If those people hate you, then let them hate. That's all they are capable of doing. Don't get them that satisfaction. Raise your head high and enjoy life for as long as you can. I know things get hard but if you tough it out things will get better. Remember that you are a beautiful, strong human being. Nothing less.

[Sreemukh]

I can't say that I know your problem and know how you feel right now, its easier said than done, but life gets better. I know it's hard to believe that at this point but believe me it does. We live for ourselves, not for others. Life goes on and this change over time, you'll meet new people who'll be worth your time soon. Pm me if you wanna talk about it. Its always better

[fearlessbanana]

Depression is a strong mental illness. I suggest you seek professional help. I think we've all thought about it at one point or another. At least for all the people that have gone through chit in their lives. My dude.. life is beautiful.. it's just your perception. You can be happy again.

[Asker]

How?

[fearlessbanana]

I'm 22 years old but I've done more than most men throughout their life and have had plenty of hardships. I just managed to work through them and keep my head up. You need professional help though I can only give you temporary motivation.

[Asker]

Oh what have you done?

[lovelyxoxogurl]

Why do you want to die? Aren't you curious to see if you ever reach happiness at any point in your life? Just live out your life and see where it takes you. And at the last and final moments when your 95 laying in your death bed you can think to yourself... Was life worth living? If you die now, you will never know. It doesn't matter who hates you. The only persons whose opinions matters most is yours and how you feel about yourself. Fuck everybody else. Fuck them,

[Asker]

I do know. Everyone hates me, everyone who says they don't proves that they do in the end. Fuck em? I have literally no one. Human beings can't exists without a social network. I am in hell.

[lovelyxoxogurl]

If you have literally nobody then how can you say you can't exist without a social network? EiIther to me you must be an attention seeker or something. How do you know everyone hates you. Thats very general thing to say, So technically your saying everyone on this earth hates you? I doubt that. To me it seems like you only care about what "Everyone" thinks about you in your aspect of hate. Tbh Its not that hard to make a couple friends.

[Asker]

Try isolating your self from all your friends and family, and tell me if you feel like living.

[Asker]

It's people like you that duck society up someone asks for help and you call them names saying they just want attention. Yes I just want attention that is why I'm a non on some random website.

[mutedaisy]

There is no after life nor activity after death... So how would you be happy if you die? You would be nothingness.

[jjmarvin]

Oof. I feel like that too sometimes. Im learning to be happy again. But im still like "man i miss happiness"

I guess there are good times, although im good at forgetting them when im depressed.

[Anonymous]

You can be happy while alive too!