I feel hideous. Everything that could be going wrong with my face is happening. How do I get over it?

Its like everything that could go wrong with my face is happening at one time. I believe I have the condition called blepharitis. I haven't been to the doctor yet to determine if it's really it but I have all the symptoms. I've had it for a few months now. I try my best to treat and prevent it, but sometimes my eyes puff up anyway. Alongside with that, my face looks bloated and fat, my skin is extra dry, and it's acne prone. I could see if it was one of these problems, but it's all at the same time. I just want to cry and hide in my dorm room all day. I walk around with my head down and try to get back to my room as soon as possible. I feel like me putting on my everyday makeup isn't even helping. I feel like you can still tell something is off about my face. Ugh I don't know what to do. I try not to care and try not to be insecure. But I can't help it.
I feel hideous. Everything that could be going wrong with my face is happening. How do I get over it?
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