But besides that, I'm not sure if I should have anything resembling a party (more than 4 people). They're loud and crowded, which freaks me out a bit, and they're just not nice in general.
The problem is that I'm worried that when I'm older I might look back on this and regret not doing anything big for my 16th birthday.
Should I have a party? Should I bring my school friends or my out of school friends? Or is my apathetic stance on birthdays totally normal? Any answers are appreciated :D
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