How do I come to terms with the fact my future is going somewhere I never expected and stay ture to myself?

Puppystarfish23

I can take the credit for were my future is going as its mainly due to my partner.

He's the brains of the relationship and he's the one who's leading us to a better future I'm just tagging along for the journey being his future wife.

Before I was the bread winner and he was working two jobs just to keep up. He's a extremely hard working man and will do anything to see our future become something amazing.

He's already got a lot lined up in the future for himself but the other day he was offered his dream job for a very powerful wealthy family in the UK. This will change everything for us it means a lot more money and possibly moving to a much weather posher area amongst the rich and famous and a better future for are potential children.

Everything is going to change for the better but also very quickly. I'll probably end up being a house wife in the countryside and have to mingle with rich privileged people but that's not something I'm used to.

My partner has always been around these types of wealthy people but i grow up in a very poor family in the city were everyone and everything was different.

Here everyone is white, wealthy and privileged. I feel scared about being judge and not fitting in something I usually wouldn't care about but it's something I'm gonna have to get used to if I want my partner and myself to get on well in this new community. I can't really afford to dress like these people do and I can't bring myself to pretend to be something I'm not.

I'm very excited and grateful for my partner getting this opportunity but also really scared and nervous.

For example the other day we went to the farm shop and there was a bunch of girls outside for some reason, we later found out it was because Harry styles was in the shop. I'm going to be shopping next to people like him and other famous rich people. Like I'm gonna be taking my bins out in my primark pj's and there fucking posh spice jogging down the street on day if you get my dift

How do I come to terms with the fact my future is going somewhere I never expected and stay ture to myself?
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