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Has life ever made you feel like you are a POS?

Lately I been feeling like there is no hope for myself anymore , I try and try to stay positive and try to look at the bright side of things , but sadly all I am experiencing is nothing but shit for the past year and a half now, I pray every day that things get better , but my prayers sadly are just a waste of time cuz nothing is being answered. Things that I grew up believing in , that carried me through life happily and contently and peacefully all turned to shit. After losing my Mom and My older brother last year , my life just continued to spiral downwards , and I am sadly losing hope all together , I don’t see any bright future ahead anymore because all I am experiencing is negative shit constantly. I have always been a hard worker and worked my ass off pretty much my whole life and sadly I just lost my job , that I really enjoyed a few months ago , because they decided to close down. They gave me a nice severance to buy me sometime , but sadly that is coming to an end because I can’t land a fucking job for whatever reason, I applied to over 200 jobs and having no luck what so ever , when I get a phone call I no longer get my hopes up because I am constantly denied and think why the fuck are you wasting my time if you aren’t going to hire me? Now I am faced with the possibility of having to sell my home that I worked my ass of for just to piss it all away. I can’t see myself going backwards , and it’s slowly killing me inside , I been so stressed out to the point I see no more happiness in this world like I use to , Part of me is ok to die because I feel like I am nothing but a POS
Has life ever made you feel like you are a POS?
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