thoughts about him for almost 6 months when I’ve always been honest with him), second is that he initiates the kissing I’ve just been sitting or lying down feeling sleepy and looking into his eyes and smiling at him saying that I love him, third is that I feel so happy for him about his possible internship this summer and don’t care about the distance because I’ll always love him no matter the distance and that I can take it cause it’s even one state away, last is that again I don’t care about the distance and would love to visit him while I’ll still be in the same state only less than an hour away! I told him about the transfer thing two months into our relationship and he said that’s awesome and that wouldn’t bother him.
Anyways I told him all of that and sobbed in his car for 5 hours. About 4 and a half hours in, my mom heard me hysterically crying outside and came out asking my boyfriend what’s wrong because he was outside his car with his head on his hands. He then said some of the same stuff such as his possible summer internship and the friendly argument thing and my mom gave the amazing advice without bias that I am able to handle the long distance because I’m so used to it with my dad always working out of the country and that I’m mature enough to handle it because I’m a person of commitment and with the argument thing that we’ve only been with each other for almost 6 months and I’ve told him more about me and have talked so much with him than my family (I’ve learned to talk to my family more after the breakup) after my mom talked about her experience with dating and that I would never ask anything out of him or cheat on him, my boyfriend then looked at me and held my hand and said gently, “hey, come here” and when I got out of his car he picked me up and had me wrap my legs around him so that he could hold me. My mom went back inside the house and my ex kissed my neck and said, “I’m sorry, I don’t want to breakup with you, will you forgive me?”
Anyways I told him all of that and sobbed in his car for 5 hours. About 4 and a half hours in, my mom heard me hysterically crying outside and came out asking my boyfriend what’s wrong because he was outside his car with his head on his hands. He then said some of the same stuff such as his possible summer internship and the friendly argument thing and my mom gave the amazing advice without bias that I am able to handle the long distance because I’m so used to it with my dad always working out of the country and that I’m mature enough to handle it because I’m a person of commitment and with the argument thing that we’ve only been with each other for almost 6 months and I’ve told him more about me and have talked so much with him than my family (I’ve learned to talk to my family more after the breakup) after my mom talked about her experience with dating and that I would never ask anything out of him or cheat on him, my boyfriend then looked at me and held my hand and said gently, “hey, come here” and when I got out of his car he picked me up and had me wrap my legs around him so that he could hold me. My mom went back inside the house and my ex kissed my neck and said, “I’m sorry, I don’t want to breakup with you, will you forgive me?”
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I nodded my head, said yes. He then carried me to my front porch and said that he is busy our next class day and only has an hour to meet up and I said “it’s okay :) and we don’t have to meet up if you become busy, I don’t want you to stress”he then said he’ll message me if he’ll be able to. we looked into each other’s eyes and I said,”would you like to give me a kiss?”And giggled He said yes and we kissed and Said see you wed. Next morning (8 days ago he called to breakup, why?
