This is how I now feel towards my ex long-distance friend/boyfriend. I've fought for years with my mother over him about how wrong she is/was. I even felt compassion/pity for him when my mother once insulted him and made him cry.
It's only recently that I found out who he really is; a fraud, a lying narcissist and one of those most disgusting people I've ever known. He actually falls within the category of a sociopath too. He was even after my grandma's house/money. My mom was right the whole time.
I fought for him, even went against my parents... all for nothing. Upon realizing this; my admiration and love towards him turned into pure anger and disgust. In my mind, for a brief moment I imagine beating the living hell out of him (not going to ever harm anyone... just imagination) and say ''Why, why... why''.
It's only recently that I found out who he really is; a fraud, a lying narcissist and one of those most disgusting people I've ever known. He actually falls within the category of a sociopath too. He was even after my grandma's house/money. My mom was right the whole time.
I fought for him, even went against my parents... all for nothing. Upon realizing this; my admiration and love towards him turned into pure anger and disgust. In my mind, for a brief moment I imagine beating the living hell out of him (not going to ever harm anyone... just imagination) and say ''Why, why... why''.
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He never loved me. He was after my success, my growing food business and my money. I think that has to be the most disgusting people ever.
That's the only reason he didn't want to marry me. He wanted to marry my money so he wouldn't suffer in a divorce case... he wanted half of my future business (it'll be a restaurant in the future). He wanted to marry me when I become successful and couldn't care less about having kids.
That's the only reason he didn't want to marry me. He wanted to marry my money so he wouldn't suffer in a divorce case... he wanted half of my future business (it'll be a restaurant in the future). He wanted to marry me when I become successful and couldn't care less about having kids.
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He used me in every single way possible:
- That's really the only man I've ever slept with long ago
- I wasted my youthful years believing him
- Then lastly to add insult; he was after wealth and my money
- That's really the only man I've ever slept with long ago
- I wasted my youthful years believing him
- Then lastly to add insult; he was after wealth and my money
