I have done some thinking and I think I'm going to want to keep the child. I have made it clear that if the guy doesn't want to be in the child's life I understand and won't hold it against him as I understand how it's something he doesn't want. When we initially spoke about it he said if I decided to keep it he'd want to try a relationship with me so our child potentially could have both parents living with him.
Yet I feel I'd be taking his life away from him. I do think he likes me but not enough to date me outside of this baby. He's a very good-looking guy who is only 23. I don't want to ruin his life or tie him down. But I know if I go against my heart and abort I'll regret it for the rest of my life. I've got to think about three lives in this situation, mine, his, and this child's and I don't want to hurt anyone.