I feel guilty, the most horrible person of the world, is there a way to change things?

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Last year, an old flame started to contact me more frequently, he has told me that we are friends, intimate friends, about telling us and sharing things. I believed him and that there wouldn't be any problem. However, during the last months, he started to tell me sweet things and in some way flirting with me, but because all of this has been long distance since the beginning, I didn't see it so seriously, besides that we know he is married. Then last week we entered to a video call, and I wanted to be "less attractive" by telling him that I am receiving psychological help to become a better person, the separation of my parents, and that I am seeing more people so I can connect with others and date others although it is taking me a lot of effort and time. However, that didn't stop him in seducing me and convincing me in having a very intimate moment with him. A few days later, guilt reached me finally, I feel I commited sin, that I am the most horrible person in the world and I want to change it, I want to feel that it is not too late to change things, isn't it?

Is there still time to change things before things get worse?
I feel guilty, the most horrible person of the world, is there a way to change things?
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