i am not so professional boxer , i have joined a gym?/club where people can box and i love boxing so i usually go there and box people. I have a girlfriend and she used to didn't like me boxing until she came to saw the last match. So what happened was she was free that afternoon and when i proceeded to the club she asked if she could come and watch and i said sure. now that match was pretty fair but i lost in the end and never have i ever find myself humiliated it's like i can't even describe how bad i felt because she was there to witness it. In the end it was pretty bad as i took 5-7 gut punches and as i was taking it i could see her face and her expression was like after 3rd punch she closed her eyes and turned a little and he knocked me out with a hook and jab combined so it was pretty bad. she did'nt said anything but that was pretty suprising like why did she did that she just said you're okay and i said yes and then we returned home and it was like normal although i felt humiliated. now the thing is i already said yes to a fight in coming days and she wants to watch that too and i'm pretty sure i'll get more badly beaten because this opponent is the best in the club and i don't want to get more badly beaten in front of her. but my main question is why has she changed so much like after seeing me get beaten she should've stopped me more but now she wants to watch it. i don't get it what's going on.
Boxing match in 2 days girlfriend wants to watch what should I do?
