I don't know why i feel like this? One of my aquintances was engaging in one night stand with a woman and me on the other hand i was disgusted that he's cheating his wife, i mean how could people even think of betraying someone whom they are married to and how they hell they hide these sort of things from their partners? My ex (41F) that bitch slept with all my friends (29m, 30m & 31m)/co-workers (42m, 27m, 25m, 33m and my boss 56m as well) maybe that left a scar on me perhaps? This woman left me hanging in the middle and she only feels dating my close friends rather than finding her own mates, for some reason notnonly that she isolated me from every friend of mine and she she gets defensive or jealous when my friends contact me? I don't know what the fuck is happening around me and where do I stand mentally and emotionally, I don't know if i should see a therapist or something? Also this bitch broke my friendship a girl who was of my age and used her to hurt as well.
I don't know why but as a 31Yo male relationships and sex scare the hell out of me?
