Your husband seems to be the kind of person that believes that only his opinion is valid and others' can be dismissed. This is not how a relationship works.
You feel as if you are being overseen all the time and I have the feeling that he perceives you as someone with little intelligence or not strong enough to make your voice heard.
If you don't react soon, you will be treated like a 2nd. class citizen by him and he will take every opportunity to put you in the place he thinks you belong. You have to react immediately. I mean, you are only 20 and already practically under the yoke of a toxic husband. It is not up to you to change to adapt to his way of behaving but it is always the stronger that must adapt to the weaker.
I suggest you seek couple counseling. This will be an indicator to him that you are not willing to accept any nonsense from him and that you are defending yourself. If he refuses to go, then let him know that you will be going by yourself and that the counselor will only hear your side of the story. Good luck.
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There are probably underlying issues that couples therapy might help, but, for now, focus on what is within your control. The communication pattern you describe is very common, but also very dysfunctional. People tend to focus more on being heard than truly hearing and understanding the other person. The more you talk at him, expecting him to see things your way, the more he's going to reciprocate in kind.
Show curiosity to see things through his eyes. How does he define a relationship, and what works or doesn't work for him? Have him share meaningful past experiences he had in relationships (what was done, not who it was done with). How did those meaningful experiences impact him? If you judge anything he shares, he'll just stop sharing. It's very hard to communicate when we don't even know what the other person is seeing or addressing.
Unfortunately, people tend to assume someone who loves the person will mold themselves into what that person wants to see. That is not the case. You're as likely to become a clone of him as he is to become a clone of you. People would be much more satisfied and happy if they choose a partner based on who that person is rather than the potential you believe they can become. You're expecting him to be something that is totally foreign to him. Any change we make for another person tends to be temporary and/or conditional. If he doesn't see value in change, nothing will stick. When you show an interest in seeing through his eyes, he's more likely to do the same with you, and that can open his eyes to interesting things he never previously knew existed. Unfortunately, you want to eat oranges from your lemon tree and haven't bothered to learn how to graft.
One piece of advice I will offer is to have weekly meetings. Sounds like you and him are struggling in communication so if you agree to meet once a week and go over issues in your relationship and plan for new goals and milestones then he will be willing to talk to you and you have a structure to bring up anything that bothers you. He will know that time is set aside for your relationship and can better focus on you
yikes, your marriage is in trouble then if you can't express how you feel without getting ptsd from your partner... your partner should never make you feel like your feelings are irrelevant!! you two need to talk...
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