There's no way to I can ask this without making it awkward, so here it is:
I am a feminist, I am independent and never take orders from anyone. BUT, I weirdly enjoy getting bossed around by my boyfriend in bedroom. I feel very weird about it, I never even shared it with my bestie of 6 years. I just don't feel comfortable telling this to anyone.
Even to my boyfriend, I pretend that I only do it because he likes it but in reality I like getting bossed around way more than he likes to boss me around. Only sexually though, I hate it when he tries to order me around outside bedroom.
Is it normal? Or am I the weird one?