we're good friends. both boys. we live kinda close (few hours away) but don't meet up often because we don't go to school together. we talk every day though. I think about him all the time. he's amazing in every way. he's got a big heart and he's funny and smart and i love talking to him. not to mention how gorgeous he is. he means a lot to me. but I feel like he doesn't care as much as I do. we're affectionate, but we're like that with all our friends.
all the time I tell him how much I care about him, I've written him poems and he's responded with stuff along the lines of "aww you're so sweet, I love you", and he acts a little nicer with me compared to our other friends, but he just seems entirely oblivious and reads everything as platonic.
and yes, he likes boys. but every time I work up a fraction of the courage to tell him, he's already got a new crush. to my knowledge he doesn't have one now.
we call sometimes one-on-one, which he doesn't really do with anyone else, but I'm always the one to initiate it. he never thinks of me first. we'll say cute things but the barrier between friendship and romance is never broken. kisses through the phone and hand holding when we're together. "hey, don't hang up before I can say I love you". it's kind of a tease.
we're meeting again very soon, in the fall. I don't know what I should do. HELP! I can't flirt to save my life and im scared to say anything because I might get friendzoned. i know he'd be chill about it if he didn't feel that way, but I'm still terrified of the awkward air. I don't know how things would be afterwards. I wanna start something more than what we have. but maybe what we have is enough? but maybe he likes me and I have a chance? Guys, do you think he likes me? And what should I do? how should I act when I see him again? we'll be in a group, by the way.
I'm 14 but too late to delete the question now!!!
He does not like me!!
Good to know, but still sad.
