Why do I like mean men?

I come to realize I don’t like guys that are overly nice I don’t like a guy that’s mostly mean to me but I feel like I like a guy that’s a little bit mean snd controlling. I don’t know why, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Like when my boyfriend gets mad at me it kind of turns me on. I don’t like it when the man cheats on me or is mean to me the majority of the time just sometimes.
Why do I like mean men?
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