So, i started talking with a guy back in February (now he is my current boyfriend). We go to the same university, in the same department but he is one year older. We started talking while he was on vacation for like 2-3 weeks. There was a time difference so we both stayed until very late talking and sharing stuff about ourselves. We werent a thing officially yet but we surely flirted a lot and talked all day every day. One day i was kinda feeling paranoid and i asked him if he was talking with other girls beside me. This is one of my insecurities because i tend to give everything to someone and i believe that if you really like someone you dont have any thoughts about talking with other people romantically. He told me that it was not my business and that he wasn't talking with any girl. Later, a lot later, on July, i followed a girl from the same university that we go on instagram and when i was showing him something else this notification pops up that the girl wants to follow me back. He kinda flustered and panicked and i asked him if anything had happened and he told me that this girl goes to his class and that he doesn't like her personality. I didn't believe that this was the story so i asked him again and he finally told me the truth. When i was talking with him back in February he was also talking with this girl but before i show up in his life. When he came back from his trip we didn't see each other for 1 week until uni started and that week he went out with her and made out (while we were flirting). I know that this is not cheating because we werent official but that really hurt my feelings because he hid the truth from me and he knew that this was one of my big insecurities. Till this day he says that it wasn't any of my bussiness and that he was free to do what ever he wanted because he was single. I am so anxious that uni started and that this girl goes to his class and i dont know how to control my feelings. Please help me
How should I control my feelings?
