Now I'm being told I worry too much and that he's going to be himself no matter what I say. He's naturally a flirt and i need to get over it. He said that he contacted her to see what he did wrong in the past relationship to fix thisnone he's in. He's an alcoholic, has threatened me with cheating before, and been a little physical with me. Only if he's drinking badly. He's always apologizing but then makes fun of me for being weak or not having as much money as him. I can't bring up the past even if it happened 10 minutes ago because I'm not giving him a chance to be better.
I've been with him for three years and have given him everything I had. He's gotten me kicked out of three places now and refused to give back money for me to even survive. This is all because he insisted that i give him everything i make.
We just got out of being homeless together.
I feel like I'm giving him everything I possibly could but it's still not enough.
I paid for everything when he had nothing, took him off the streets since we were friends for a good year before we were dating.
Now I'm recently out of the icu and still getting blamed and yelled at for nothing and it's very bad for my health.
I love the man and when he's good, he's great. I want to be there for him but I feel so awful about myself.
Anything would help at this point.
I'm scared and worried but I don't want to be selfish and give up.
I'm not doing well and I really needed clarity from someone else.
My mind is a mess and I apologize if this seems like a silly question.
