Why do I suffer so much?

I have been bullied all my life in every school, church, and just about everywhere else. Then I get bullied in every job I work at. The first job started with 1 manager messing with me for no fault of my own and it changed to the rest of the managers. Even one of the managers didn't like me because I didn't flirt back with her and she was lesbian. Then it went from the managers to all the employees. The bullying goes on at every job. Then I go online and I have people attack me for no reason. I was trying to vent on a livestream and I had some inconsiderate people make fun of me and then there's always that 1 person who has a "holier than thou attitude." And say I'm sorry because I am a bad perosn and I'm being punished. The person was bullying me to the point where I was trying to end life on the stream. Then I deal with evil neighbors in every apartment I live. No matter where I live they always think they own the place and start banging loud noises and if I accidentally make any noise they bang as loud as they can. I can't attract any friends to save my life. All the friends I used to have wanted to get me into all kinds of trouble and attracting a partner I must be cursed or destined to be alone. All I do is attract creepy men who look like they have evil intentions. The way they act is predatory and more of a serial k ller feeling.

Why do I suffer so much?
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